bye bye new haven.

time to go back again. it was only about a month ago when i was at the airport waiting to go home to see friends and family. now that i've pulled enough all-nighters, had the company of several late-night chatters, and enjoyed the many cups of coffee from Dunkin Donuts (i'm getting sick of the bagels/donuts, btw), i'm coming home. =)

another semester done. before i know it, i'll be back in cali doing everything that i've thought about, yet perhaps looking outside my box, finding ways to explore the endless possibilities of the world again. the grass is always greener on the other side, eh? now that i'm older (possibly not any wiser), the same story no longer holds. i know what i want, i know where i want to be, and i know who i wish to become. well, maybe. =P

i'm still fasting. a few know what i'm fasting from. but there are no guarantees, huh? you can be constantly praying, wanting, asking, seeking, but there are no guarantees. i want to give in, give up, and throw up my white flag. i guess no one ever said it'd be easy.

so since i can't do much, but wait for my fast to be over...i'm ready to snowboard, to dance, to shop, and to love again. i'm glad i'm coming home.