that girl.
these past several years, i've gotten to know her pretty well. she's a character, always trying to solve the many mysteries in life--as if she has the ability, the power, to overcome whatever is handed to her. i've seen her struggle, i've seen her win, but what is most precious about her is her dedication in being real. no tricks up her sleeves, no games in mind, just her, that silly girl.

as she was talking about him, i wanted to stop and question her. there were certain things that seemed to insinuate other ideas. i wonder if she was in denial. i haven't noticed anything between the two of them; in fact, they haven't interacted as much as they did before. but from the way she was talking, could it possible that her concerns were a little more than just concerns? hmm...me?...been there, done that. i wish i could stop her--from standing on that ledge or even falling over; maybe it's too late. maybe this is something that shouldn't be stopped--to just simply let emotions go, run wild. but i know that it just might break her heart, if one day, she sees him with someone else. the way she talked about her "concerns" made me feel her twinge of pain for being in the dark from him. but, i can do nothing but simply let her be. maybe things will pan out differently when he finally sees her. oh this vicious, yet endearing cycle.