trust.
i've been wrestling with several options in my mind the past several days re: career, summer, relationships. i seem to always submit myself down a path of drama and contemplation---a melodramatic lifestyle that seems to entertain many spectators in the process. =P why all the questioning? why ask why? the truth is, when there is something worth putting my but on the line for, i must put my but on the line. if this but gets cut off, i must trust that i will be able to get along without it. as long as i have a but to rest on, i will often not trust myself...hence, "flogging the dead horse." it is when i figure out how to get along without a but...that i have discovered the meaning of trust.