why.
i suddenly realized why i've been feeling this way---a sudden outburst of inexplicable passion. i'm suddenly standing at a cross-road, being tested again. no wonder people say we see Him most clearly when we are shaken. that feeling may not be so inexplicable after all. let's see how much conviction i do have. let's see how much i really do know about myself and my God. time to, well, um, just be.