wu
jian
dao.
what if? a mind game we play with ourselves, quite satisfyingly. a continuous chase on that road, forgetting the way out...some say it's a rare satisfaction in the midst of disappointment. a walk on a limitless journey, and intentions become forgotten. a dream to hide the bitterness, roaming where the lights end. down this road, we go, we hope, we dream, we hide.
during this past sunday, pastor h talked about masks--the many masks we choose for ourselves. what part of the world is made up? is the drama we create a part of the matrix? it was ironic that two of my friends came over to watch the movie, neither of whom speak the language, simply by reading the subtitles in fine print. i told them that it's called "full time prisoners," because somehow in my twisted memory that's what i thought G had said when we were talking about it. nope, i was not even close. my friends laughed at my made up world. i found it funny as well, since that was one of those instances that i had no idea what i was saying, but somehow words came out....confidently.
so nice to be home, reliving the tastes of japanese, chinese, vietnamese, and korean delicacies. i miss jumping into the pool when the water is warm---with the first time this year being a dare, a dare with all my clothes on---what a role model i am not. i miss sporting the summer tan. i miss driving around and seeing asians at the crossroads. i miss walking along the sandy beaches. i miss being the fob-wannabe. i miss chatting online with someone who still needs to write papers. i miss home.
i've never been to LA so many times in such frequency before. this past week has been quite an adventure--seeing all those familiar faces! J's the best for helping me out on my flipbook project! G definitely has some creative juices. P suggest "the little door" and so do i. and then this coming weekend, i anticipate more fun for the "spoiled," possibly eating at slanted door (and other places), kayaking, filming, bbqing galore? ooh-la-la!...memories return as i pass by buca today...the one restaurant where i got to meet EVERYONE...and now the moscone right across is completely built! crazy how time flies. after taking care of business and meeting with the big cheese, i have grown anxious to start for the summer...i think i can sneak a vacation in the middle of business! thailand, vietnam, sf, la...yeah yeah, spoiled ain't i? =) lucky's really the word.
jian
dao.
what if? a mind game we play with ourselves, quite satisfyingly. a continuous chase on that road, forgetting the way out...some say it's a rare satisfaction in the midst of disappointment. a walk on a limitless journey, and intentions become forgotten. a dream to hide the bitterness, roaming where the lights end. down this road, we go, we hope, we dream, we hide.
during this past sunday, pastor h talked about masks--the many masks we choose for ourselves. what part of the world is made up? is the drama we create a part of the matrix? it was ironic that two of my friends came over to watch the movie, neither of whom speak the language, simply by reading the subtitles in fine print. i told them that it's called "full time prisoners," because somehow in my twisted memory that's what i thought G had said when we were talking about it. nope, i was not even close. my friends laughed at my made up world. i found it funny as well, since that was one of those instances that i had no idea what i was saying, but somehow words came out....confidently.
so nice to be home, reliving the tastes of japanese, chinese, vietnamese, and korean delicacies. i miss jumping into the pool when the water is warm---with the first time this year being a dare, a dare with all my clothes on---what a role model i am not. i miss sporting the summer tan. i miss driving around and seeing asians at the crossroads. i miss walking along the sandy beaches. i miss being the fob-wannabe. i miss chatting online with someone who still needs to write papers. i miss home.
i've never been to LA so many times in such frequency before. this past week has been quite an adventure--seeing all those familiar faces! J's the best for helping me out on my flipbook project! G definitely has some creative juices. P suggest "the little door" and so do i. and then this coming weekend, i anticipate more fun for the "spoiled," possibly eating at slanted door (and other places), kayaking, filming, bbqing galore? ooh-la-la!...memories return as i pass by buca today...the one restaurant where i got to meet EVERYONE...and now the moscone right across is completely built! crazy how time flies. after taking care of business and meeting with the big cheese, i have grown anxious to start for the summer...i think i can sneak a vacation in the middle of business! thailand, vietnam, sf, la...yeah yeah, spoiled ain't i? =) lucky's really the word.
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