Staring outside.
the rooftops don't add much to the gothic architecture around here, at least not from my view. though not the grandest, i still paid extra for the courtyard view from my 11th floor window.

i walked around campus with my folks today prior to their departure. i think they were more amazed than i was. i could feel it; my parents were really proud. they wanted to see everything, but they didn't have all the time in the world. as for me, i was wrestling with a bit of disappointment in myself. being obedient takes a lot of work, sometimes. i wonder if God is proud of me right now, when i'm simply blogging away in front of the computer instead of going out to make the best of my time. it's just going to take a bit of time for me to get adjusted into this east coast world. i've been asking myself why i'm here. there are moments when i feel so lucky, so blessed, but at the same time, there's a longing for the comforts of my own home. He put me here because it was meant to be. i wonder what other things are meant to be. Maybe it's the anticipation for what's to come next that keeps me going.

walking pass a certain building provoked a certain reaction and stroked a certain nerve. maybe an inspirational one. time...time will tell.