no, i am not that rough. i'm a girlie girl. ask any one of my friends from home. (maybe because i'm a gemini). get to know me better and you'll know. =)
wow. another great night at lumps, another great night at fellowship. every time i hang out with this group of friends, i get to know someone a little better (Jh, Gh), carry on a conversation a little deeper (Ec, Ak, Ec), open myself up to be a bit more vulnerable (Eo, Kc). i'm glad though. i'm happy. i felt like both my sg co-leaders were talking to me tonight. it was as if the message was directed at me. i found myself staring at each of them, listening intently; it was as if He had picked up the phone and spoke back. it was weird. a very deep spiritual feeling that i haven't felt before. if i can't even pinpoint this feeling, how can i write it? despite the heavy week, tonight cleared up a lot of things on my mind. i feel like i know where i'm heading and i feel like i'm ready to move on with my decisions. this is so odd. i've been in a state of perplexity this whole week though. am i jumping into conclusions? regardless, i enjoyed the bible study. i have to admit that the passage application was not as thorough as i hoped, not until i came across another wise one's interpretation.
okay....random...my tv is currently on, and a spanish pepsi commercial just came on. no, it's not britney, it's shakira!
last night, i didn't go to sleep until um....3? great conversation though. hopefully next time, it's over coffee instead. when i DID eventually go to bed, i felt really relaxed. =) this morning with such a great day out, (despite my very little beauty rest...thus, looking somewhat hideous today!), i put on my hurley shirt, tossed on some tennis shoes, grabbed a homemade brownie (mmm!) on my way to work, and yielded to otherwise annoying cars and pedestrians. i plan to PLAY (not attempt) bball this weekend.
i have this permanent smile on my face today; hmm, i wonder why. i think i am ready to get myself into some mischief. *wink* and off i go...
wow. another great night at lumps, another great night at fellowship. every time i hang out with this group of friends, i get to know someone a little better (Jh, Gh), carry on a conversation a little deeper (Ec, Ak, Ec), open myself up to be a bit more vulnerable (Eo, Kc). i'm glad though. i'm happy. i felt like both my sg co-leaders were talking to me tonight. it was as if the message was directed at me. i found myself staring at each of them, listening intently; it was as if He had picked up the phone and spoke back. it was weird. a very deep spiritual feeling that i haven't felt before. if i can't even pinpoint this feeling, how can i write it? despite the heavy week, tonight cleared up a lot of things on my mind. i feel like i know where i'm heading and i feel like i'm ready to move on with my decisions. this is so odd. i've been in a state of perplexity this whole week though. am i jumping into conclusions? regardless, i enjoyed the bible study. i have to admit that the passage application was not as thorough as i hoped, not until i came across another wise one's interpretation.
okay....random...my tv is currently on, and a spanish pepsi commercial just came on. no, it's not britney, it's shakira!
last night, i didn't go to sleep until um....3? great conversation though. hopefully next time, it's over coffee instead. when i DID eventually go to bed, i felt really relaxed. =) this morning with such a great day out, (despite my very little beauty rest...thus, looking somewhat hideous today!), i put on my hurley shirt, tossed on some tennis shoes, grabbed a homemade brownie (mmm!) on my way to work, and yielded to otherwise annoying cars and pedestrians. i plan to PLAY (not attempt) bball this weekend.
i have this permanent smile on my face today; hmm, i wonder why. i think i am ready to get myself into some mischief. *wink* and off i go...

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